<body> You left me hurt,so deep a hole it seems
December 17, 2009


I'm all out for ... I'm totally ... I can't wait for ... I have to ... You know what i mean.. Lol.. I have to scoop up on ... I don't know if ... is ... All i know is i'm ... if its ... Darn the armpits..! Darn the lockers..! Darn the ... ..! How do i ... ..? ... more days. How eh..? Improvements must lay out for the better..


ANW, Shots from Bowling games played..! wooo..! i scored big..!! lols..

This was with Gabriel buddy..! Sorry bro, i won..LOLS..! Kiddin..=)




dunMakeBlankPromises.especiallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt

December 06, 2009


phew..2010's coming..my life's changed thoroughly..thats good eh..haven't touched this blog for a couple of mths eh..ouuh, soo many thing have changed..yeah, really..waiting for the results on the cmg january..hope i get what i want...no to AISS anymore..i must definitely deny my entry there cos i'm not cmg back there as i'm not supposed to..but i'm happy all my worry days are parked away from the miseries..i'm never going on that path again nor am i returning to the past..ohh well, i'm still healthy..THATS GOOD..hah, i'm gonna dedicate my heart to someone who knows better to treat me than what i had then..gosh, dun even wanna think about it..i mean, how can anyone be that selfish and thoughless of what i was going through..arh, darn it..i'm supposed to find worh though, but i haven't gotten one yet..darn it..anw, i miss being on the cruise, all the pretends..the Titanic SG version, the late night ice-cream with my best bud, the ex arcade, the filipino staff, mr tong's twin-Prayoon 2,LOL, and the 'water spout' as quoted by Faisal, not a tornado or hurricane mentioned by me HAHA, and of course the Dance n Karaoke session..haha..stupid class chalet, seriously wasted my time there..Oh God..annoyed me like hell eh..please dun 'accelerate' my emotions,LOL..easy said, i'll step on you back..hah, grad night..HAH.! I DIN WIN AI IDOL..MUAHAHA..lol, i didn't mind..at least i tried to do give it my best..no regrets..PARTY ALL NIGHT..WOOO...it was helllalot WILD..! haha, i've got my conscience right back on track..i dun wanna repeat my mistakes..TA..! Comprehende..?? Si..

--Final say, i hope your're enjoying yourself..you take care okies..? Have a safe journey wherever you go..Dun forget to take your meals sweety..=) I'll see you in 20days or so..i'll miss talking to you if you dun get online uh..heee..=) i hope that our relation and friendship will be as sweet as you are no matter what arises..hee..=))

dunMakeBlankPromises.especiallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt

June 08, 2009


HAHA..R.A.N.D.O.M PICSIES...


SMRT..! LOL..

Would you care for a Carebear..?
Alongside ITE Bishan Campus..

A shot of 1 of the housing estate's void deck lights in Toa Payoh..
thats all..i've got more..but i think i'll post them the next time i post..

dunMakeBlankPromises.especiallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt


Heloos and greetings to all Affiliates.. Re-incarnation of a blog that's gone dead for countless dates..

phew..its been 5 months huh..? was that too long..? hmm,maybe...hah, all i can say is the first 2 months of 2009 was pretty intriguing..then as for the rest of the months *sigh*..things were back as usual..the fun stops..work comes in--bagloads of assignments to be done, mock tests(yeah,hah,'mock')..sheesh,it was a hell of a mock i'll say..i'm running out of time.. O's comin around in about 4-5months..goshness right..? i've lost most of myself..i'm somewhat different now, i feel as though i'm not fitting into what i used to be anymore..so how..? haa, i've even thought of checking out on hypnotherapy..dude, talk about desperate calls for desperate times..what can i say..aannnnd, my health has been rather distressing or bad in that matter..

BUT FIRST... let me reply all the taggies that i've been missing out..here goes..sorry i took so long eh..

4 Feb 09--shahirah: nooo, you guys don't suck..lol, me DM/BM..? haha, my times are up..sure, your welcome..and thank you..=)anw, she's not ur DM anymore now..lol
4 Feb--gabriel: sure bro..dun mention it..you are my best bud too..and love ya too..=)
12 Feb--wei ren: hey YO..! i do..!=)its been soo long man since i saw you..hope ur doing well..hope you see this reply..lol, 3months..
20 Feb--yuwen: hey hello..!=) yeah, of course i do rmb you..hahah, thanks fur taggin..
10 Mar--suree: haah, sorray..done..=) dodoliants is DODOL..!! hahas..=)
21 Apr--cynthia: hello..=) nice knowing you too..!
25 Apr--jordan: LOL, update alr luh..=)haha
30 Apr--gabriel: yo gab..! miss you too man..!=)haha
23 May--zulaiha:haha, yeah..wasn't feeling quite well on those days..
6 Jun-- hazzry:HEY hazzhazz DUO..!!=) Its revived yaw..! Rev UP..! WOOOO...hahahas..

haha, so many funny things have happened..soo many sad things too..hais, 2009 is the year that brought me down on my knees..that made me collapse(lucky thing Mum and Cik Rozie was there, if not i would have been hospitalised..thank you to both of you..)...that made me superly-duperly-whoringly-freakinly stressed up..LOL..no, but i'm serious..if this continues, i'm done for..i've got a risk of developing Hypertension you know..no kidding..i fear for the worse..but i'm prepared for anything that might come..i just dunno how to eat well..there was a period when i lost 2kilograms, on this year itself..that was when i was soooo darned ill..hmm, time management is abit of a problem for me too.. Hypnotherapy might just work, but its a lil' too costly..per session basis..which lasts ard 45mins or so..--$200-$250..i wouldn't wanna burden my Mum with the costs so thats why i chose not to go for it..i mean seeing her work soo hard..why would i just wanna waste her funds just like that..i dun wanna trouble me Mum..just so you know that our mothers were the ones who beared 9months of their life just to carry a living soul inside of her..and thats why we're here..soo, my point is, never take advantage of her and the ones that love you cos you'll never know when they'll just perish and never to return..as for me, i treasure them..lastly, i look forward to our Band Cruise on 3rd July..afterwards, *pooftime*.. Juniors, i'll miss every one of you..

Thats all for now.. haikal out..=[]

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January 24, 2009


Much happened today.. No one is to be blamed.. God, help me and my friends.. Ya Allah, ku bermohon kepadaMu, berikanlah ku petunjuk dan bukakanlah hati rakan-rakanku supaya dapat menenangkan situasi yang amat tegang ini..Tolonglah kami Ya Allah..Ku harap yang terbaik untuk semua yang terlibat..Ku berdoa kepadaMu dengan kedua-dua tanganku dan meminta pertolongan dariMu dengan seredha-redhanya..Mudah-mudahan..Insya'Allah.. Amin ya-rabbil alamin..

I ask for God to open up our hearts so that He would answer our prayers and calls for help..so that the matter would be resolved in the best constructive and shortest way possible..By this, i pray to Him that all of us will be at ease and wish for all the best that can occur..I open up both of my hands and ask for His Mercy to get through all of these problems imperturbably..And forgive us if we've made any wrongdoings and sins..Should it be..If God wills to.. Amin..

Show me a way out God..

Peace to everyone..
God Bless..

dunMakeBlankPromises.especiallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt


This post is dedicated to A.I.C.B peepos..i just wanna take this oppurtunity to apologize in concern with my prev post..as i said i would if i'm wrong..so here i am, asking for ur forgiveness..cos i dun wanna have bitterness in our relations as a band.. and work hard for the upcoming exchange and SYF..dun wanna see tears before i leave..tears of joy can luhs..=) you guys take care wookays.. May the best be with you.. And as for the new swaps, i know all of you can do it..! Keep on jiayouing..! I really appreciate all of ur hospitality towards me in band..

With all the love, To Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School Concert Band,
Haikal...

Hopefuls: Bonds get stronger on 27 January 2009 , next wednesday..and beyond..
God Bless..
Take care..=)

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January 23, 2009


Friday, 23 January 2009

Gosh, today was so much fun..! Haha, CO finally played 2 new pieces for the concert just now.. I think they knew i'm gonna leave this year so they changed the pieces..LOL.. The concert was supposed to end at 10.30 as mentioned in the letter but it was 11.00 when it ended.. Nonetheless, i enjoyed myself since its my last year..-not for the sake that its my last year hor, i mean it-- And YEAH..! My class, 5N1 WON THE UPPER SEC CATEGORY FOR THE CNY DECORATIONS..!!!!!!! WOOHOOO..!!!!!! Great job mates..!! Its a good thing i helped with the decorations yesterday cos i wouldn't get the chance anymore.. stayed till 6plus to perfect the decos...it was well paid off..!! no pics for the moment cos i have some trouble with the com's USB port..so can't post them for now..i'll get the matter fixed soon..

And to all chinese colleagues..lol, A Merry Happy LUNAR New Year.. And to eveyone else, Happy Holidays(erm, for 4days)..okay wat..haha, so bid Good Fortune , Prosperity BURGERs ,and all the blessings and Good Lucks to all peepos..!!! Xi Nian Quai Ler.. Gong Xi Fa Cai, Sui Sui Zhi Ren.. Lol, i dunno whether its right anot but the heck with it, as long as the meaning is there..!!

Ciao..
Your Very Own, Emoboy/Gayboy/Dodolicious/Barbie Gurl/Toots/Jackson/Goncang/Horny Bustard/Juju/Haigay/Kambing/HRA leader/Rippies or whatsoever you guys call me luhs.. Take care and see all of you next wednesday..!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD..!!

dunMakeBlankPromises.especiallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt

?Soulishly

If You feel that you hate me, Click Here' Comprehende?
Fair enough..
If not,we're cool man..!=)
Haikal.. Call me Emoboy..
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Xishan Primary School
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100992 it is..
should you rmb this date?
yeah,maybe you should..lol..